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Name: ang
Interests: I love doing anything and everything with my favorite people! Especially the random roadtrips, LOVE the city, the beach and mountains, SUMMER, college, and countless other things. Just makin all the goood memories to look back on.
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5/17/2003
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| so decided to write in here again...
Things have been going pretty well- same old actually, working full time and that is about it. I just got back from a trip from NYC with work, had a big convention and met with some clients and hopefully striked up some new relationships with new clients.. Hopefullyall in all it was a good and beneficial trip, which we will see when we return back to the office on Monday and depending on new business deals we are able to strike up.
Surprisingly I did well being in NYC and not contacting John.. I think I've finally accepted that me and John were not meant to be together, and it is time to move on and let him move on with his life as well.. and just pray he finds true happiness in lis lifetime. He really is an amazing guy.
Tomorrow is stake conference, pretty excited. On my flight home from NYC I sat next to a lady, who really opened my eyes and made me realize the reality and gratitude for the gospel that I do have in my personal life and how grateful I am.. really is a blessing ang brings in an incredible amount of happiness. I can only hope that I can be a better person every day and a better example to others. Life is so short, this is our one and only chance- better make the most of it, and not waste any time. :)
goodnight.
-Ang
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| wow..... I forgot this thing existed!! So i just spend the last half hour reading old entries, especially regarding me and John.. all I can say is, how freaken depressing!!!!!! A lot has happend since I last wrote, what, back in September 2007? Lets just say I am now graduated, becoming an old fart, and work at an advertising agency here in American Fork... won't lie, I think it's time for a major change. So it looks like a lot of my plans beforehand didn't actually end up going through- the whole me and John getting married, me moving to NYC, and yadda yadda.. thats a long story in itself! So, its crazy... but at the time I dated John I was so maddly in love, and it's unfortunate that we met at the wrong time in our lives. We met when I was crazy and young, and still living the college scene, when he was already graduated and working in NYC yet I was enjoying the attention of being young, and yeah I was pretty much retarded. It's sad because it seems like now we've switched positions.. now I am graduated and the working one, and have GREATLY matured, and he is back to school getting his MBA at Columbia University- he is a pretty amazing guy. If I could have it my way I would run back to John in an instant, however, we've been seperated for awhile now, and I don't think we can make up for the lost time. I think deep down he will always have a place in my heart... I love him so much. Call me crazy for letting him go. (dumb ang decision!) but I did, and there is no going back and replacing time, or changing the past. Whats done is done.. and all i can do is move forward and wish him the best with his life and everything he sets off to do. He will do great, and any girl to have him is seriously the luckiest girl on the planet- he will treat her like a princess, and he deserves the best, and he better be treated the best, or I will kill! :) As for me, Utah is not that exciting- haha I need a change and to get out of this place.. been here almost 6 years now so I think i'm ready for a city jump.. Thinking california, or even NYC again- wouldn't mind doing the young professional thing in NY. I think John has converted me to become a New Yorker.. Just love the ambition and drive there.. not attracted to lazy bums. Other than that I love my friends, and family.. and am glad that the past few months I have truely been able to focus on myself and have been able to draw closer to the church.. I think I am finally getting to where I have wanted to be for a while- though I am always growing spiritual and trying every day to be a little better... can never be perfect, but am trying to be a good person in every way. Anyway, love ya'll. time for bed.. work in the am! :) night! Ang | | |
| so things here are going pretty good..
school kinda sucks, all my classes are lecture so it bites but that's the joy of college!
and what the hell is up with me dating johns and nates.. the only guys i ever seem to date are john and nate. Anyway been hanging out with another guy named john and fricken have a blast with the kid.. we get along so well it kinda scares me. such a rad guy..
anyway other than everything my life is finally getting into order.. realized a lot last sunday and decided to not dwell and live in the past.. what is done is done ,and it's time to move on and forward with my life..
alright well i'm out..
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| just a little side note.. why judge a person on their outward appearance?! makes no sense.. judging another person because of their looks just shows insecurity and jealousy!! Doesn't every girl tan, wear make up, or color their hair?? that is the nature of being a fricken girl. its pretty hypocritical to call a person "fake" when in turn, you as the person saying it tans, wears makeup, and colors their hair. how pathetic. Just looking for drama, huh. I just love it when someone has to judge a person because they look good.. why not compliment them, or who the heck cares? I wont lie, but the friends that I have in Utah are amazing, and are the sweetest girls you could ever meet.. They do no harm to anyone, and could care less who you are or what you look like, And i really mean that when i say it.... so how about anybody who wants to judge my friends or talk shit on me or anyone else that i am friends with, how about you get to know my friends first, and then place judgements, alright? haha.. pretty simple as that. much love. | | |
| ah finals suck. so i am ready for a vacation.. need to get out of utah for a little while.. Sandiego after break, so excited! Coming home on sunday morning..  yay! just ended a 2 1/2 year relationship.. was for the best. as much as the boy means to me. me and nate are just tight buddies.. fricken adore the kid though.. hung out with him on wed night and had a blast.. which is usual. thats about all.. 6 finals next week, cant wait!!! lates. | | |
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